a future will be, if a future will be

cigarette ash on my keyboard
i can barely write

it is overwhelming
the doubt of two forges the ideas of both
and they remain strong.
this is true of love and friendship, of which
there is more to be said

the absolute only exists, at the moment, through god
god only exists, at the moment, through humans
human only exist, for always, through language
once language is superseded,
through chromosome-based spirituality, god will die
but the absolute will prevail

contagious enlightenment

feel the space
just there, the space

it is there that we all dream of
beyond the world, then the word.
this is determined upon factors we cannot foresee

a future will be, if a future will be.